Fallen To The Ground.

This fall weather is so rejuvenating.
It's refreshing like no other.
Beauty and bliss of things fading.
Wishing I could float away.
Love came and love has passed.
Something forbade it to last; the reason why left to the shadows.
You're gone.
You are gone.
You have fled.
From this crazy mess of my life.
I am here.
That is what I am to focus on next.
Being the me I want to be.
Breathing in the fall air makes me feel alive.
Running towards the future of what's ahead of me.
Not from the past.
You're gone.
So is the love I had for you.
Drifting into the wind as a leaf from a tree that once was in full bloom.
To the ground it goes only to be one day regrown.
Who will water the sense but myself?

Direction with no intention

Desiring from within
This thought of what could be
Seeming so far fetch
I use what is here to fill the void
Not wanting anything more
You ask, and I defy
I'm searching for something
no, someone
Going down a path
That will lead to no where but disappointment
Where to go next
In my dreams
That's where i'll seek
The best that I can find
Until proven it's real.

Second to One

Feeling second to what
nothing but your fantasies which deflate
as soon as they are here, you see, not what you expected to be.
It's pretty sad to see, that your life was supposed to be around me.
Criticized for being too needy, but how hard is to find
someone with a piece of mind.
That would give it all for me,
Every nickel, and every dime
it would even drive on time.
Call me crazy for wanting someone to give a damn,
but its about time something changed.