The Reason Why

This blog isn't necessarily intended to be read. If you're reading this, I don't know how you found it, but enjoy I suppose. My soul is on these pages, spilled out from my heart. Each and every entry has been written by me. Somethings may not make sense to you and that's okay.

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Aspiration

The struggle is real
who made this deal

it couldn't have been me
who else could it be

my head is spinning
all i can think about is winning

the prize in the end
not the road that has a bend

the place i want to rest
my strength is being put to the test

can I put up with the trial along the way
or will i end up here to stay

I long to explore to places a far 
while reflecting upon this scar

that made me who i am today
even though I had to pay 

it was worth it because im on the road
carrying this heavy load

my destiny, for that i'm searching
while the demons are lurking 

inside I believe that I can 
even though i am just one man

the aspiration is in sight
will I achieve it tonight?


Thursday, May 14, 2015

You

Seamlessly melded together. 
Something new and exciting. 
A discovery for both.  
Look at all you have we say to one another in a shadow of laughter. 
A laughter that cures any disease taking over the body. 
Incoming you were. 



Saturday, May 9, 2015

Tide

Do you miss me like i miss you? 
It's the pauses in between that get to me. 
Like a badly staged scene change. 
Not implying it must be action throughout, but I just worry. 
Anxious feelings inside build up until then. 
When i see you again. 
Maybe it's the longing in between that keeps the tide rolling. 
You are the beach that I long to meet. 

Monday, May 4, 2015

Sometimes

We all feel it, on ocassion. 
Sadness lurks like a shadow. 
Different than the normal kind, this one is in front. 
We feel as though that's all that is ahead for us. 
There must have been something to cast that shadow. 
A light from somewhere. 
It's not always like this. 
Only sometimes. 
But those sometimes are what gets us most. 
Trying hard to find the light, we grasp and gasp. 
We find a little bit of it and hold if for a day. 
Sometimes.