Wanting To Fill

Over and done,
That's what I am.
With Him.
It's true.
He's well, and it is with my soul.
To what next?
Oh brother we may never know.
Wherever it takes me, this winding trail-head.
My mind filled with corruption of the past.
The future, is what I have to look forward to.
Trying to make the past as my future will only further corrupt it,
As if I have any power over anything that happens in the realm of life.
I can make someone smile, I can make them laugh
Those things though, those things don't change what is to come
Hopeless romantic, yep that's me.
Hopeless though, nah.
That's not me.