The Stomach

When will these feelings supress into what is really best
I try to make my way when you can't get out of mine
Not in reality it's in my mind
LIke how I thought you cared so mych about me as I did with you.
The four letter word has different meanings.
For me bviously something far greater than for you.
I pu tmy all in, I gave it all to you.
My all.
All you have to say is that the reason we were once sealed together
is now what tore us apart
past tense
is all that I have to say.
Because there is no possibiltiy.
that this could ever be not right now not today not tormorrow.
Unbroken just borke
us against the world and the world came down
tears down my face that I can't erase
They come down like the acitic words you said
Something that was great for putting the natural comfort zone out of it's place.
No longer will it stay not here not today.
I don't wish anything but maybe for you to see
how two people could love eachother so differently.
and yet have the same word for it. it can't be so. and I am sorry to see this go
more sorry than you
that you could express
hello to this mess.
from the other side of where I thought it'd be.
Water underthebridge is raining down on me.
Not the one.